Loving me for Me.

*Flash flash*
Suddenly, everything moves so quickly once again.
Today's "first day of school" wasn't too bad. ^_^
People havent changed much; or have they? : )

Anyway, its just good to be back!
To feel hungry again, to feel... ALIVE. X]
I wouldnt totally agree that my holidays were dull.
But i must say, having friends around packs a really tight punch!
Wohohoho... Just the way I like it! :D

Anyway, so many new modules, so many things to master.
So many credits to achieve, so many assignments to come.
But hey!! Why am i excited about it? HAHAHA!! Go figure! ; )

The firecrackers thing didnt work out well today.
It has been POSTPONED. To when? TOMORROW LUNCH. XD!!
Hope to have brilliant photos by then! :D
Just cant wait to see the reaction on those guards!
Especially when they cant do anything about it!
AHAHAHA!! LMAO!! XD

Okayh then... We shall see what surprises tomorrow will bring us!
Meanwhile, enjoy the photos!! X)
Shin made a cake! In celebration for all those who had their birthdays during the hols!
Hope you guys had a good time munching down rich cheese cake!
Muahahhaha!! Special thanks to Shin for an amazing job!
Love you guys!! xoxo

New semester starts tomorrow!! @,@
I am finally saying goodbye to the past three months of digression!
Hopefully, tomorrow will be a breath of fresh air! : )

How did i ensure i would sleep tonight?
HAHA! EASY! I slept at 5.30am yesterday.
Feeling bummed out already! It works! X]

Mmm No more sleeping till 10.30am in the morning!
No more lazing around the house and wishing a miracle would happen!
No more stoning in front of my laptop for hours!
No more isolating myself from the social world.
I feel like a dummy now. O,O

Hahahaa Oh well! Chin up!!
I shall survive this!! I will pull through! ^_^
In black or not, i will! XD!!
Muahahahah!! Rest early too my friends!
Hope you guys can get some sleep too!

Cheers!! : )

Lols!! Today was just UNBELIEVABLE! XD
Talk about satisfying a crave!
Wuhuhu... This girl went last minute shopping!! :D

Early in the morning,
Scheme scheme scheme.
Bugged a few people.
Was bugged by one phonecall at EIGHT something! @,@
Then TADA! Out we went! Who who?
Pooi and I! ^_^

We flew to Uni to meet up with Cuzzie and DJ!
Initially, i was nervous as hell!
Just so weird stepping into the SA, and breathing its "aroma"! XD
Hahaha We FFK-ed Kami in his room who was waiting for us to bang on his door!
LOLS!! Sorry dude, we didnt think you were awake yet!
Ahahaha!! Anyhuu, it was SO GOOD meeting you guys again!
Glad that after 3 months away, you guys are still yourselves! : )
We pumped for a new semester aye? Ohhhh Yeahhhh! ^_^W!!

Hahaha After chilling out for a few minutes,
We had to leave. : ( Time wasnt on our side. @,@
Then we zoom-ed off to Time Square!
Boo!! Guess what? I DROVE! XD!!!
Funny how i didnt feel nervous at all!
It was my first time down that crazy stretch.
And yes, we survived without a scratch!
Muahahahhahaa!! *vain moment

Anyways, we had a quick lunch at Station Kopitiam,
Where we had Thai style fried rice and drinks!
Not forgetting the yummy poppadom?
LOLS!! We added Rm1 which gave us 7 crispy ones! XD



Then VROOM VROOM VROOM!
Like some speedy flying rockets,
We charged to our first target!
And then another.
And then another.
HAHAHA!! Soon, i think we covered like almost MOST of the shops in TS!
Lols!! 3 hours straight lagi, heck! Our stamina damn gau! XD!!

Me bought like 2 shorts, one checkered, one jeans.
One dark purple+black long-sleeve checkered top,
An AWESOME Washed-Out Purple "GOD SAVE THE QUEEN" shirt,
And finally, a red and black polo T. :D

LMAO!! Sorry i'm such a wreckless shopaholic!
But i swear, if you saw the prices to these babies,
You wouldnt blame me for it! Wahahahaha!!

So then it was around 3.30pm by the time we were leaving,
SUPER satisfied with what we got/seen/touched/bargained. : )
As we got into the lift, @,@, we were swarm in by more than 6 Arabs.
Them and their kids and baby tram! LOLS!! X]
PLUS, two more other chinese dudes- A father and son,
who was also leaving and was kelam kabut! XD

Bwahahaha... As friendly as we were, we just spontaneously started talking.
Not directly at them, but i guess it somewhat caught their attention,
And yes, which caused them to REACT to our conversation. LOLS.
May i highlight, we were complete strangers who met each other in a lift!

We got sorta lost together when finding the blardy Autopay machine!
Teehee!! Still a direction-sensing-noob. Excuse me. X)

Due to Pooi Pooi's pro memory, we found it!
Ahahahah!! And we said goodbye to them!
That wasnt the end of the story tho!
LOLS! As i drove out to the first junction,
Red Traffic light meant Cam-whoring in the car!
ROFL!! Snap snap! Suddenly, HONK HONK!!
The car behind us was in rage! LOLS!!
We bursted out in laughter, and reaching the next red light,
We turned around to see, the dude who horned us,
Was the uncle just now! XD!!!


Having our sunnies on as you can see,
He didnt know who on earth we were!
Lols!! We had to remove our sunnies,
And waved FRANTICALLY while he acknowledged us!
Seriously, if i were him, i would have thought we came out from some jungle,
Or from LOST the series. Bwahaha....

Just wanted to pop by before i left the house. : )
A last minute impulsive decision.
Wakakaka Brandon and I are going for G-Force! :D
Yeap yeap YEAP! The hamsters!! ^_^
Hope its a good one!
Knows that Nicholas Cage is voicing one of them cuties!
Hehe Will give you the ratings when i get back!
THAT IS, if it was good lah. ; ]

Cheers Ya'll! : )

Just came back from my Kampung trip yesterday.
And boy, did i turn dark? @,@
Anyhu, short and sweet. : )
Here are just some of my favie photos from the lot!

Uni starts next week.
Just got my timetable and schedule too!
So pretty anxious, and YES, extremely excited!
Wakakaka... Thank lord im still in with some of my pals!
Crazy shout out to : "SAMMY!! ZU ZU!! DJ!! CASS?" XD
To an AWESOME beginning! To a ludicrous new semester!
Wuhuhuhu... Me praying hard i dnt make a fool of myself, AGAIN.
Flashbacks are scary. HAHAHA!!

So cheers!! :D Me getting passport renewed tmrw!
8 o clock wake up calls are a killer.
I better be off now!
Enjoy the THREE pics i love! ^_^





P/s : I watched The Ugly Truth with my bestie today!! OMG!! A MUST WATCH. XD

Mmm Tomorrow is Hari Raya oh...
Since 6 something this evening,
Those pesky kids have been mercun-ing until... @,@
Damn, i felt like letting my dogs loose at them!
Wakakaka... Call me evil! I AM! XD!!

Anyway, tomorrow we'll be going back hometown.
Super early lagi... Awwhh... : (
LOLS!! 9.30am we leave for Dim Sum!
Then straight on ZOOM ZOOM in our white prince (dad's mazda)! :D

Its not a big deal we go back to hometown.
Almost every 2 weeks we do.
But THIS TIME, we'll be having gramps n granns along!
Wakakaka I managed to convince the cranky old man!
Hahahaha My aunt and cousin will be coming as well!
So we're pretty excited. : ]
Especially coz, we'll be CAMPING ON THE BEACH at night!
I hope our stuff dont get looted though. LOLS!! @,@

Will be away till Tuesday.
No internet and pretty far away from proper civilisation.
LOLS!! And dont get me started with them ROACHES!
I would kill them!! But then again... I'm afraid... :S

Oh well... At least we got Astro there!
Muahahahahaa!! And my new phone!! :D SE W980i!
Bwahahahaa... Music is paradise, TV is LIFE!! X)
So, HAPPY RAYA all!! ^_^
Drive safely to anywhere/everywhere you're heading to this season!
Cheeeeerrs!!! : ]

Oh Oh! And what is that they always say?
Maaf Zahir dan Batin? Is that it??
Mmm What that actually means, i dont know. X]

Cheerio! : )

Why does this always happen to me?

Why does it have to be like this?
I'm sooo embarrassed. : (

I hate that i'm stupid in math!
I hate that i cant understand numbers as well as words!
I hate that its sooo simple sometimes,
Yet my brain gets stuck,
And I feel like giving up.

I'm sorry you had to see it.
I'm sorry three yous had to see it.
I wish i could just banish these fears,
And not choke on these tears anymore.

I hate you!!
But i NEED to love you...
Thats what i hate most. : (


I MUST Survive.

13th of September 2009.
Whats so special about this day?
Well, its been what?
FIVE years since Ko celebrated his birthday in Malaysia! X)
We're so glad to have him back for good now!
And what better way to celebrate it,
With HOMEMADE Pizza with our new oven?
Hohoho... Right, lets have the pictures do the talking! :D

LOLS!!
Today was... Kinda fun! :D
Like, i woke up around 10.30am as usual,
And found myself drowned in DRILLING noises.
"Whats happening?? O,O"
All of a sudden, dad RUSHED in!
"Eiiii!! Gimme five gimme five!!!" *jumping around fanatically*
Still blurring, i mumbled "Shoh moh shii? (what is it)"
"Mummy mai liao Warisan le!! (mum sold warisan ady)"
[Warisan is a property]
Ohhhhh...... I think i got him.
5 seconds later,"HUH??!! Mummy mai le??"
Wakakakaka!! My turn FINALLY to start giving him High 5s all over!
LOLS!! Talking about late reflexes!! Wuhuhuhu!! It was too early in the morning! X)

Didnt even bother to wash my face, or brush my teeth,
I rushed downstairs to all the commotion and the noise.
"Chehhhh... Ah Fatt (some technician)!! @,@"
He was getting the kitchen cabinet assembled for our new stove and oven!
YAY! That means, HOMEMADE PIZZA tomorrow!! *slurpss :9

The kitchen was experiencing a turbulence!
I had to navigate myself over some misplaced pots and pans to get to the fridge!
Ahahaha Just my bad habit of snooping around the kitchen in the morning!
Hehehe... Pretend you didnt comprehend that! XD

So anyways, everyone was up and cheery this morning,
All except that little brat who thinks hes a prince and who needs a blardy invitation card to come down for breakfast OR LUNCH. =,=*
Lunch was early and food was on the table already.
Gulp gulp swallow swallow choke cough choke choke,
And lunch was over. : )
It wasnt over without a gameplan for the night tho!
Wakakaka!! Dinner Out tonight! YAYS!! ^_^
Location? Still unknown. But who gives a shit then!
We're going out! XD

After that, upstairs i went!
In the midst of checking ma mails and what knots,
"Ring... ring..." = Pooi Pooi X)
"Hello, Shann... You sleeping ah? Today weather very good lah, wanna go swimming?"
Wahahaahhaa!! Lols!! So happy when she said want go swimming!
The thing is, i've been missing the pool quite a bit! Moreover, Nott too! ^_^

So beeeliiing baaalaaang, I packed. :D
Rushed here and there, left the house.
Drove like some mad woman!
It felt good to be driving again, i was starting to worry i might lose touch.
Haha Dont imagine what disasters that would lead to, TOUCHWOOD.
Midway, received phonecall from Pooi saying she will be late cause of something she needed to resolve. I was driving then, we kept the conversation short.

Finally reached the gates of the long lost university!
Phewww... Nostalgic. Near 3 months away oni ma, kua jiong oh! XD!!
Hahahahaha *Crazy moment*
Then i masuk, and waited. Then I called, she coming.
Then i went to TCR, change Password, buat kacau in FB.
She calls, me leaves. Reaches, shes safe. Me changes. We swim!
Wuuuhuuu!! WATER!! :D

Chat swim chat swim chat chat chat chat chat chat.
Lols... More talk, less swim. Ahaa... Hang out ma! ^_^
Pooi then told me about the accident she got into.
Got me worried for a second, but luckily she is safe. : )
Just rammed a fella's bumper. Not serious, scratched tis all.
Then we mandi, then ICE KACANG! Wakakaka!!
After that, we parted home.

Good break! Loved the water! Fairly good company.
Reached home around 5.25pm, time flies. X)
Debate debate debate, finally OUTCOME.
Called the restaurant, made reservations.
Viola! Lets go!! ^_^

Windmill Subang Jaya.
Wakakaka No, not the ones that generate electricity!
Lols!! Western food! Quite yumms weiihh!!
Had Sizzling Pepper Lamb Steak with Chicken and Fries + Mixed Veges.
Haha Im a balloon now. Don't ask. @,@

Mummy had Sizzling Salmon Steak and Chicken,
Daddy and Ko had medium cooked tenderloin and sterloin.
Hahaha Blooody... :S They said yummy oh... I didnt dare to taste.
So yeahh It was a sweet night! Not a bad day at all!
Tomorrow will be cool too! ^_^
I think i'll go get myself a haircut tomorrow! Haha...
My fringe can totally cover my eyes! >.<
Wakakaka... Ko's birthday tomorrow oso oh!
Eh! Willis's birthday too oh! Must remember to wish him too! : )

Sweet, just sweet. X)

Toodles~ ^_^

I'm just done with the Barrack Obama video everyones been huuhaa about. It was close to 14minutes long. And i must agree, it wasnt any time wasted of my life. He's speeches, always inspiring, always frank yet mostly factual and true. I wasnt surprised to see that there were large number of republicans who were defiant against his speech. I wonder constantly why is that everytime someone speaks the truth, there are more than a bunchful who denies and fears everything? For pete's sake! Wake up people!

I was utterly shell shocked to read that some of the comments made were somewhat accusational of Obama being doctrinatory towards the young, for whom he was speaking to. Some even hinting that his speech was purely out of spreading his socialist idea, whatever the harm that meant. Goodness! Theres this one teacher who even quoted that after his taking over of presidency, the country had, i quote her directly "become so polarized that we believe that our president is an enemy and not our leader."

Seriously, these people need a slap in their face. All because Obama had the guts to speak the truth and reach out to the youth, all these supposed "adults" feel they have to jump out and "protect" their children from hearing it! Geez, what brains is there in that?

Oh well, as for me who bothered to take it the right way, i found the speech utterly encouraging and hopeful. His examples of real life youths who have battled and overcome their circumstances were nothing short of motivational. I respect this dude more and more. Although i must say, i'm not at all into politics and stuff; however, i absolutely agree that it was a worthwhile watch. How i wished my own country had such a great leader to model. I would surely vouch for him/her should he or she miraculously appear. And yes, NO COLOUR consideration to my statement.

So heres the link to the video of his speech if anyone of you is interested. Watch it before they remove it from CNN.
Link : http://edition.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/09/08/obama.school.speech/index.html#cnnSTCVideo

Thus, i shall end this post with my favourite quote from this amazing man!

"Never let your failures define you; let them teach you." - Barrack Obama.

Cheers Ya'll! ^_^

Grrrr.....
Ive been trying to upload Sam's pics for AGES now!
Stupid internet, wth is wrong??
Is this streamyx's idea of an upgrade?
Mann those buggers need to be SUED! O,O

Just came back from my first Internet Marketing meeting.
It........ SUCKED. : (
Firstly, it was because of me.
I was the youngest there. Everyone was much older.
We spoke in different channels, how was i to break the ice?
Water was already spilled everywhere!
Bet they couldnt believe how young i was, thats why! :S
Or maybe, these are just my excuses.
It was SO unproductive. I blame myself. : (

Horrible.
Today just didnt go according to plan.
REWIND.
Supposed to have tuition this afternoon too.
Just an hour before class, the dude smses me.
It went like this :
"I m lying on my bed now seriously unwell. Bet you're happy abt it. Bla bla bla... And then, feel dizzy, going to sleep."
LOLS!! My reply :
"Why am i supposed to feel happy abt it? Class is canceled then? Alright."

Haha... Screwed up aye?
And the blardy mosquitoes today!!
OMG!! I curse ur species to hell!! Many times over!! @,@
Seriously, things aren't going well now.

Tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be a better day!
Tomorrow i will set up my website!
Tomorrow i will have a good lunch!
Tomorrow will be an AWESOME day!!
Grrrr!! Hahahaha....

Besides everything that went wrong today,
I'm glad at least dinner was good!
Its the only thing that made me satisfied today.
Oh OH! And my NEW LAYOUT!!! :D
Nice anot? Nice anot?? Hahahaa... Me LURVES IT TO BITS!!
A bit too feminine ma? Haha Forgive the pink k! XD

Oh well, off to cheer myself up again!
And guess what? After more than 10minutes,
THREE photos managed to be uploaded!
Urgghhh Gobsmack me, somebody!! @,@
I feel like ramming my car into a tree!!
STOP ME. X)

Toodle doo! ^_^