Loving me for Me.

Hurrrahhh!! :D
Foundation has finally come to an end!!
No more assignments!!
No more notes to consume!!
No more stressful sleepless nights!!

And and finally, TV!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg......... How could i have lived without YOU?? @,@
2 months without you has caused me to digress!!
My brain has shrunk and lacks ENTERTAINMENT!!! :S
*Revive... REVIVE!!*

The next FOUR months would be HEAVEN. >:]
I will survive the occasional boredom!!
I will enjoy the time given to me to do whatever i please!!
Even if it means working my ass off at some company!!
The greens will flow, i will be RECHARGED.

Reviewing of the to-do list:
1) Maintain weight and train hard for SUKMA. =,=..|..
2) Watch at least 1 movie in the cinema [weekly], starting July. :D
3) Get a job, load up that bank account!! $,$
4) Go for a minimum of 1 overnight domestic trip with friends!! ^_^
5) Do something FUNKY with my hair!! ^,^W
6) Go SHOPPING!!!!!!!! Needs to rescue my dying closet!! X)
7) Get a damn NEW pet!! Guinea pig or hamster?? Hrmm... @,@

All the above shouldn't be too unachievable!! : ]
Keeping busy is the mission!!
Heck!! I'm born a workaholic anyway!! :P

Just to sign off, here are a few people i would miss dearly,
Or have been missing for a long time now. : )
Cheers!! ^_^

A crowded space, a breathless night,
Tonnes of celebration beneath the moonlight.
Enjoying the soothing water beneath my feet,
Wishing you weren't next to someone else but me.

Silent control, soft but stringent words,
Tolerantly, willingly i accommodate.
Thinking no, i shan't aggravate,
It was too happy an occasion to waste.

At a corner, around me buzzing,
Alone, i could not help but kept forcefully smiling.
Water splash, another one in,
I couldn't ignore how next to me, they were warm and caring.

Almost everyone was in,
I had decided to join the scene.
Holding her hand,
We decided,"What the heck? Lets jump in!!"

Seeing you already surrounded,
Caring for others at the far end,
I just couldn't bear joining in,
I couldn't continue pretending.

The warm water i wanted to embrace,
Refusing to think i was deep down drowning,
All i needed was solace,
All i needed then was a not-alone place.

This might be envy,
This might be disappointment.
Within I'm unsure if its my fault or my own infliction.
Because to everyone else,
You were just being a gentlemen...

Stop this beating,
It really is aching...
I can barely breath...
Lord, rid me of this anguish...

Sometimes i feel like Tinkerbell.
Thoughtful, realistic, certain of herself and loyal.


Yet at the same time,
Adament. Spoilt. Jealous. Repulsive.


These devils seems to be unleashing themselves more often recently,
That it sometimes is a struggle to hold on to ones true self.

Love.
The saviour from all evil,
The pureness of soul.
As magical as pixie dust!!
A fascinating enough reason for living.
And choice of wisdom for unyielding faith and salvation. : )

But close to it dwells lust.
The core of destruction.
The root of all possible evil.
The brink of deadly temptation.
Truly a Pandora box.


It is natural to be selfish, especially with Pixie dust.
Who said everyone should be given such privilege to fly??
Why is it we must share whats precious to us with others??
Do they deserve it?? Who gave them the rights??
Yet, we still do what we do.
We tolerate, we adapt,
We smile because we did it for a bigger reason.


We must remind ourselves who and what is important to us in life.
One must prepare to risk oneself at most crucial moments,
And sacrifice when necessary for the people you love.
Like when Tinkerbell flew back to Neverland to save Peter from the time bomb.
Eventhough they quarreled before that and Peter banished her from Neverland,
Still, she flew back as fast as she could, risking her own life just to warn him.

THAT is true love in motion.

No matter how much we hurt each other sometimes,
Or how angry and disappointed we feel at that moment;
When faced with vital challenges,
We know that everything would be alright,
As long as we have one another. : )

Living on campus as an extra-terrestrial for the past week,
I've learned that there is a different life to live altogether.
One that is different from the comforts of home,
One that is constantly surrounded by busy beings
And noisy friends that i love so much!! :D
Wouldnt you agree that THAT is the best life of a student??
Me, myself and I certainly do. ^_^

Being almost always sheltered and over-protected,
Living independently outside of home has become a freedom i wish i had.
I know there are lots of limitations about transport and food options,
But to me, those are minor and can easily be overcome.
That is, given the luxury of a car, which i currently do have temporarily.

But screw that!! I could live without a car!!
I have been for freaking 17 years!!
Why start dying now?? XD
As long as i have accompaniment,
I believe i will survive!! ^_^

Doing crazy things is my mission.
I wanna sleep in the middle of the road again!!!
Sighhhhhhhh..................

Life is vibrant and meaningful with people around.
It just saddens me to see how much i'm missing out on this aspect of life.
Feeling left out when at home, feeling alone and somewhat miserable...
I wish i had a twin sister or something!!
I think that would be nothing short of AWESOME!! : )
Or unlimited movie supplies would be great too!! :D

Disregarding my love for traveling and the million places i wanna go,
My ideal fantasy life would be to live in A CINEMA. ^_^
With 24/7 supplies of movies, pop-corn and snacks,
As well as cushiony pillowed rows of chairs i could go crazy with...
Goshh... I could have a fetish for Steven Speilberg
And all those hotties in the screens!!
I would love them for their character, their passion, their mission!!
And i'll just keep on falling in love over and over again... X)

I crave for something different.
I crave now to do something so madly out of this planet!!
I crave to no longer eat my notes and study!!
I wanna be a nomad!! I wanna live life unrestricted!!
I wanna talk to aliens!!
I WANNA BE ABDUCTED!!
I wanna fly fly and fly!! Even without wings!! :D
I wanna just run and run like Forest Gump,
Until the day i dont wanna run no more.
Who knows??
I might be the next great thing you see in the papers!! ;D

Sooooooooooooooooooooo.....
WATCH OUT WORLD!!
Imma blow my mind REAL SOON!!
Whoooooooooooooshh!! ^,^W
I WANNA GET A NEW PET!!
I want a hamster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

Omg........
Its exam period already!! @,@
From now till 24th May, all HELL comes loose!!
May there always be




May we survive this in ONE PIECE. X)
Take care you guys!! ; ]