Hurrrahhh!! :DFoundation has finally come to an end!!
No more assignments!!
No more notes to consume!!
No more stressful sleepless nights!!And and finally, TV!!!!!!!!!!!
Omg......... How could i have lived without YOU?? @,@
2 months without you has caused me to digress!!
My brain has shrunk and lacks ENTERTAINMENT!!! :S
*Revive... REVIVE!!*The next FOUR months would be HEAVEN. >:]
I will survive the occasional boredom!!I will enjoy the time given to me to do whatever i please!!Even if it means working my ass off at some company!!
The greens will flow, i will be RECHARGED.Reviewing of the to-do list:1) Maintain weight and train hard for SUKMA. =,=..|..2) Watch at least 1 movie in the cinema [weekly], starting July. :D3) Get a job, load up that bank account!! $,$4) Go for a minimum of 1 overnight domestic trip with friends!! ^_^5) Do something FUNKY with my hair!! ^,^W6) Go SHOPPING!!!!!!!! Needs to rescue my dying closet!! X)7) Get a damn NEW pet!! Guinea pig or hamster?? Hrmm... @,@All the above shouldn't be too unachievable!! : ]
Keeping busy is the mission!!
Heck!! I'm born a workaholic anyway!! :PJust to sign off, here are a few people i would miss dearly,Or have been missing for a long time now. : )Cheers!! ^_^ What goes up, must come down...
An end has come but no, don't frown.
As new beginnings reveal new surprises,
New friends would be made, but old friends remain prizes. : )
exoh.
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A crowded space, a breathless night,Tonnes of celebration beneath the moonlight.Enjoying the soothing water beneath my feet,Wishing you weren't next to someone else but me.Silent control, soft but stringent words,Tolerantly, willingly i accommodate.Thinking no, i shan't aggravate,It was too happy an occasion to waste. At a corner, around me buzzing,Alone, i could not help but kept forcefully smiling.Water splash, another one in,I couldn't ignore how next to me, they were warm and caring.Almost everyone was in,I had decided to join the scene.Holding her hand, We decided,"What the heck? Lets jump in!!"Seeing you already surrounded,Caring for others at the far end,I just couldn't bear joining in,I couldn't continue pretending.The warm water i wanted to embrace,Refusing to think i was deep down drowning,All i needed was solace,All i needed then was a not-alone place.This might be envy,This might be disappointment.Within I'm unsure if its my fault or my own infliction.Because to everyone else,
You were just being a gentlemen...Stop this beating, It really is aching...I can barely breath...Lord, rid me of this anguish...
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Sometimes i feel like Tinkerbell.
Thoughtful, realistic, certain of herself and loyal.
Yet at the same time,
Adament. Spoilt. Jealous. Repulsive.
These devils seems to be unleashing themselves more often recently,
That it sometimes is a struggle to hold on to ones true self.
Love.The saviour from all evil,
The pureness of soul.
As magical as pixie dust!!
A fascinating enough reason for living.
And choice of wisdom for unyielding faith and salvation. : )But close to it dwells lust.
The core of destruction.
The root of all possible evil.
The brink of deadly temptation.
Truly a Pandora box.
It is natural to be selfish, especially with Pixie dust.
Who said everyone should be given such privilege to fly?? Why is it we must share whats precious to us with others??Do they deserve it?? Who gave them the rights??
Yet, we still do what we do.
We tolerate, we adapt,
We smile because we did it for a bigger reason.
We must remind ourselves who and what is important to us in life.
One must prepare to risk oneself at most crucial moments,
And sacrifice when necessary for the people you love.
Like when Tinkerbell flew back to Neverland to save Peter from the time bomb.
Eventhough they quarreled before that and Peter banished her from Neverland,
Still, she flew back as fast as she could, risking her own life just to warn him.
THAT is true love in motion.
No matter how much we hurt each other sometimes,
Or how angry and disappointed we feel at that moment;
When faced with vital challenges,
We know that everything would be alright,
As long as we have one another. : )
One another. : ]exoh.
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zinrue
Living on campus as an extra-terrestrial for the past week,I've learned that there is a different life to live altogether.One that is different from the comforts of home,One that is constantly surrounded by busy beings And noisy friends that i love so much!! :D Wouldnt you agree that THAT is the best life of a student??Me, myself and I certainly do. ^_^Being almost always sheltered and over-protected,Living independently outside of home has become a freedom i wish i had.I know there are lots of limitations about transport and food options,But to me, those are minor and can easily be overcome.That is, given the luxury of a car, which i currently do have temporarily.But screw that!! I could live without a car!!I have been for freaking 17 years!! Why start dying now?? XDAs long as i have accompaniment,I believe i will survive!! ^_^Doing crazy things is my mission.I wanna sleep in the middle of the road again!!! Sighhhhhhhh.................. Life is vibrant and meaningful with people around.It just saddens me to see how much i'm missing out on this aspect of life.Feeling left out when at home, feeling alone and somewhat miserable...I wish i had a twin sister or something!!I think that would be nothing short of AWESOME!! : )Or unlimited movie supplies would be great too!! :DDisregarding my love for traveling and the million places i wanna go,My ideal fantasy life would be to live in A CINEMA. ^_^With 24/7 supplies of movies, pop-corn and snacks,As well as cushiony pillowed rows of chairs i could go crazy with...Goshh... I could have a fetish for Steven SpeilbergAnd all those hotties in the screens!!I would love them for their character, their passion, their mission!!And i'll just keep on falling in love over and over again... X)I crave for something different.I crave now to do something so madly out of this planet!!I crave to no longer eat my notes and study!!I wanna be a nomad!! I wanna live life unrestricted!!I wanna talk to aliens!! I WANNA BE ABDUCTED!!I wanna fly fly and fly!! Even without wings!! :DI wanna just run and run like Forest Gump,Until the day i dont wanna run no more.Who knows??I might be the next great thing you see in the papers!! ;DSooooooooooooooooooooo.....WATCH OUT WORLD!!Imma blow my mind REAL SOON!!Whoooooooooooooshh!! ^,^W
I WANNA GET A NEW PET!!
I want a hamster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P
I know you'll make me happy!! :Dexoh.
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zinrue
Omg........Its exam period already!! @,@
From now till 24th May, all HELL comes loose!!
May there always be
milo on the table
BBQ flavoured Pringles in my belly
And lots and LOTS of love from the sandman and him.
^_^
May we survive this in ONE PIECE. X)Take care you guys!! ; ]exoh.
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zinrue
Finally!!
Do i get to retire from this job?? X)
Doggie years i've been diligent with this responsibility!!The numbers have reduced from 6 to 3 doggies left.Oh oh!! And from 3 cats to 1 too!! : (Nonetheless, i'm glad now that i could live to see this day!!Sitting back and watching THIS!!Hahahahahahaa... >:]I'm a bum, and i like it!! :Dexoh.
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zinrue
When You're Gone
(Avril Lavign)I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd, need you there when I cry...And the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie, is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now?When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing you...When you're goneThe face I came to know is missing too...When you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day... And make it okI miss you...I've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do, reminds me of you...And the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you, I love the things that you do...When you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now?When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing you...And when you're goneThe face I came to know is missing too...And when you're gone, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day... And make it okI miss you...We were made for each otherOut here foreverI know we were, yeah...And all I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul...I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, Yeah...When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youAnd when you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooAnd when you're gone, all the words I need to hear will always get me through the day...And make it okI miss you...
exoh.
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zinrue
Just a few minutes ago,I watched this short video clip of this Australian guy named Nick Vujicic.This is not the first time i've seen one of his videos.But every single time i chance upon one,I can't help but get teary eyed. :''|Not because i feel sad or pity for him,Because he doesnt have hands or legs...But its always so inspiring to watch him...Watch him never giving up on life. : )People always ask me why i smile all the time.Secretly, some of them think i'm mad. Knowing this, I still always ask back,
"Why not smile all the time, if it makes me happy??"My theory is, theres too much shit in life.And if we keep focusing on what we don't have,Then theres no point living at all.Living miserable is not living.Living in the way that others want you to live is not life either.So what if others aren't like me??Loud, straightforward and incredibly mad?!Why does it matter if you're just being true to yourself??Why not why not why not??Nick inspires me tonnes.He could still swim, play golf, go fishing, and heck,Brush his own teeth with no hands!!His mere optimism of life truly makes me look at myself,And think, if he can do it, why can't i be better??Although i admit sometimes its hard to go on in life,As challenges from all angles shoot out spears at you...But its always hopeful to believe and think,There will be a brighter tomorrow.There will be time for redemption,If you decide there is to be one.EVERYTHING is about CHOICE.Choosing to be happy makes you happy eventually.Choosing to understand and stay calm gives you patience and opportunity.Choosing not to fight back doesn't make you a chicken,Because choosing an alternative option would be the wiser choice.I understand that it is utmost difficult to just forgive.But there is no point in trying to mend thingsIf deep down, you've already decided it will be broken forever...Friendship is something that is hard to come by.Because theres just too many passer-bys in this lifetime.Its sad to think that those meant to stay, leave for petty reasons.How blessed to be accepted so closely by others...Why sacrifice all just because of pride??Some feelings are just irreplaceable.You never know until you've lost it.Where then would you be??Regret is more painful and scarring than words spoken in anger.Life is too short for shit to be life.Wake up now and make your choice.If everyone chooses to let go and forgive,The world would be a more loving planet.Why do you think aliens always try to invade us?? ^_^Look at others, then look at yourself.Then ask,"Am i being the best that i can be?? Not only for me, but for others too??"
You decide how to live your life.I choose mine to be inspiring. : )exoh.
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