Its hard to always be angry. : )

Just a few minutes ago,
I watched this short video clip of this Australian guy named Nick Vujicic.
This is not the first time i've seen one of his videos.
But every single time i chance upon one,
I can't help but get teary eyed. :''|

Not because i feel sad or pity for him,
Because he doesnt have hands or legs...
But its always so inspiring to watch him...
Watch him never giving up on life. : )

People always ask me why i smile all the time.
Secretly, some of them think i'm mad.
Knowing this, I still always ask back,
"Why not smile all the time, if it makes me happy??"


My theory is, theres too much shit in life.
And if we keep focusing on what we don't have,
Then theres no point living at all.
Living miserable is not living.
Living in the way that others want you to live is not life either.
So what if others aren't like me??
Loud, straightforward and incredibly mad?!
Why does it matter if you're just being true to yourself??
Why not why not why not??

Nick inspires me tonnes.
He could still swim, play golf, go fishing, and heck,
Brush his own teeth with no hands!!
His mere optimism of life truly makes me look at myself,
And think, if he can do it, why can't i be better??

Although i admit sometimes its hard to go on in life,
As challenges from all angles shoot out spears at you...
But its always hopeful to believe and think,
There will be a brighter tomorrow.
There will be time for redemption,
If you decide there is to be one.

EVERYTHING is about CHOICE.

Choosing to be happy makes you happy eventually.
Choosing to understand and stay calm gives you patience and opportunity.
Choosing not to fight back doesn't make you a chicken,
Because choosing an alternative option would be the wiser choice.

I understand that it is utmost difficult to just forgive.
But there is no point in trying to mend things
If deep down, you've already decided it will be broken forever...

Friendship is something that is hard to come by.
Because theres just too many passer-bys in this lifetime.
Its sad to think that those meant to stay, leave for petty reasons.
How blessed to be accepted so closely by others...
Why sacrifice all just because of pride??
Some feelings are just irreplaceable.
You never know until you've lost it.
Where then would you be??

Regret is more painful and scarring than words spoken in anger.

Life is too short for shit to be life.
Wake up now and make your choice.

If everyone chooses to let go and forgive,
The world would be a more loving planet.
Why do you think aliens always try to invade us?? ^_^

Look at others, then look at yourself.
Then ask,

"Am i being the best that i can be?? Not only for me, but for others too??"

You decide how to live your life.
I choose mine to be inspiring. : )

exoh.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010 at 8:56 AM , 0 Comments

思念真难搞

思念真难搞。=,=*

虽然距离是逼不得已的事情,
但是为什么就不能随我所意,
简单的被克服呢??


现在日子每天漫长的溜过,
离考试的时间也越来越近了,

可是,总是觉得有那么一点的遗憾。
可能是因为没能和你一起度过吧...
嗯,应该是这样的... :P 


所以,在这里想告诉你,

我挂住你!!

挂住你的笑容...
挂住你的温暖...

挂住你的拥抱...
挂住你的吵吵闹闹!!

呵呵。。。
知道你也在辛苦这个... X)
我只想让你知道,

你不是在一个人面对!!

加油吧!!
一起同当!!

一定很快就可以过的!! ; )

振气振气点!! ; ]

exoh.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010 at 3:10 AM , 0 Comments

Stranger

Its been 2 weeks since i've been home.
Staying on campus for assignments,
Coming home on weekends seemed a bit strange.

Nonetheless, every time i do,
I actually see my parents more clearly...
Its true that people say distance makes people do silly things.
Haha My parents have been acting all weird lately.
Weird in a good way... ^_^

Mom sending dessert up to my room for the first time,
Dad teasing my mandarin, saying i sound like a china-man!!
LOLS!! These things are unexpected...
But these feelings are always so magnified... So rare...
And since a long long time, i feel loved again. : )

In a way, i feel distance is a healthy thing.
It makes me realise how much i ought to appreciate the things i have.
Or, the things i used to have more often. ; ]

So, may i survive the coming exams with good grace!!
I need all the luck in the whole entire world!!
Just let me vacuum it for just a sec, may i?? X)

exoh.

Saturday, April 17, 2010 at 8:53 AM , 1 Comment

Do I??

Today, someone asked me if i knew myself.
Funny enough, i easily answered, yeahh i do. : )

He then carried on by sharing his opinion about me.
Based on his observation, he claims that i'm the workaholic type.
LOLS!! To no surprise, i couldnt help but smile and agree.

He continued by saying,
"You know you're the type who will work your butt off for something you know you can do well at. This is because you gain happiness and satisfaction in the investment of your hardwork. So you will probably work overtime, until 7 - 8 o'clock next time, even if you don't have to."

Amusingly, i answered,"Thats true, i take pride in the things i can achieve. But sir, i don't think i will work OT larhh... I'll prolly be my own boss by then!! X)"

Although i could not fully agree with him about the second part,
Yet, it has been lingering in my mind till now.
I can't help but to question myself once more,
"Do i really know myself??"

Lets see... I know for sure that i am :
+ LOUD!! (ppffffftttt.... Inexplicably!! XD)
+ CRAZY and eccentric!! (most of the time! ;D)
+ Typical extrovert (i talk to everyone!! @,@)
+ Sports maniac!! (will abandon books for a sweat-out session ANYTIME!! ; ])
+ Possibly caring and loves nature and animals!! ^_^
+ Hygiene FREAK!! (i'm addicted to everything clean and fragrant!! :D)
- Super temperamental!! (its from the genes!! :S)
- Tomboyish in many MANY ways!! (aiikkksss!! ^,^W)
- Very scarily straightforward!! (hehehe...i never hesitate to speak my mind XP)
- Suffers serious deficits for book smart-ness!! (urghhh...buurrrnn emmm!! @,@)
- Has really short attention span!! (omg...keep me awake!! Z,Z)

Traits i'm not sure i possess are :
? Am i patient?? (since when?? my bro would know!! XD)
? Am i smart?? (might be only slightly street smart,because i love watching TV!! C:)
? Am i banana?? (hahaha in a way, i am!! but i love mandarin still!! ; ])
? Am i understanding?? (i habitually associate things with myself, does that count?? O,O)
? Am i shy?? (well...this is highly dependent on who i'm faced with. :P)

I guess you can never be too sure about yourself.
But i know this, as long as i don't inflict or afflict pain,
There will be less/short rain and more rainbows instead!! :D
The rest remains question mark, question mark
QUESTION MARK!! XD

For more fun times till next time!! ^_^


exoh.

Friday, April 2, 2010 at 7:27 AM , 1 Comment

This isnt healthy. X)


I'm sorry i did.

I know it hurt more than myself.
But i'm glad we understand better now. : )

Have a safe trip back!! ^_^

exoh.

Thursday, April 1, 2010 at 7:00 AM , 0 Comments