Grateful. : )

Hello summer!! :D

Once again, everyone is leaving for their own paths until semester commences in the fall. : )
Fortunately enough, despite the horrible late nights swallowing notes and eating up journals, i am proud to say that i have survived that ordeal once again, and can fully unleash all reserved ecstasy and love for dear summer!! : ] Summer although hot and promising, inevitably brings along with it intensity of separation and anti-socialism. Intrepid of all the idle time that might go to waste but still always elated for the freedom and lazing around that is permissible. XD

Even more so, those times of hardship has made me realised how blessed i am to have had a wonderful friend by my side, accompanying me throughout nearly all the time. For all the things you have done, i dedicate this post to you. You know who YOU are. ^_^

For every time i nearly died of boredom, thank you for providing me with movies/series galore!!
For being the most carefree, trouble-less presence which constantly reminded me to see things more simply. : ]
For helping me cook and clean, although mostly for fear i might burn the house down, but still willingly lending me a hand or two when i needed it most. :P
For being so "paternal" to my precious Potato who constantly gifted you with red scratches and tantrums in which you returned with more snacks and more pampering!! x3
For being the eyes at night for this day bat who could barely drive in the dark with severe astigmatism vision!! I am glad to have such an efficient Ah-Mat who is always so willing to take the wheel when i am either lazy or blind. X]
For all the things i never ask you to do like wiping my car or fetching a plaster for me when i self mutilated my own finger, being my careless blur self!! @,@
For constantly nagging and jabbering in my ear to resume self control when playing tetris battle!! Reminding me to stay focus on whats important such as preparations for exams. I swear, if it wasn't for the fact that you were there with me camping out in the library/tcr till late, i wouldn't have been able to survive the nearing end of the study weeks commencing the start of exams!! >,<

For all of the above and MORE, from the wee bottom of my pumping heart,
THANK YOU for EVERYTHING. :'')


With you accompanying me, i did not feel abandoned or lonely...
Nor did i have to hide any true part of me in which you accepted with much tolerance and sometimes teasing!! Blehh!! :P
You've been one of my most truest and honest friends who is kind, patient and funny!! X)
I am truly sorry if i had been too overwhelming or domineering at times. I constantly remind myself to lower my temper and embrace composure but if it did not work and i still hurt you, my deepest apologies. I never meant for any of that to happen. : \

*Faster accept my apology!!* :P

You're off to a big adventure!! After countless steamboat together, i hope you'll savour every moment you have in U.S!! Make the best of every experience but remember to take care and watch for safety!! If results come out and is favourable, we might not see each other for a year. This makes me sad but i believe as long as we keep in touch, our bonds are tied. And you, my BEST guy friend and myself, WE will live through the long distance!! : )

So THANK YOU for making my life a richer one!! Thank you for always reminding me to be true to myself!! I will surely miss you tonnes!! :''[ Take good care and have an amazing summer!! ^_^


Bestest.

*~}i{~*

Friday, June 3, 2011 at 1:24 PM , 0 Comments

What speaks the heart? : )

It fears, and fears especially because of fear itself...
Constantly anxious, constantly uncertain...

Security, insecurity, insecure in the most,
What remains are questions, doubts and sometimes blaming too.

But why not faith, faith, and faith also??
What about believing? What about hope??

Because love, Love and LOVE alone,
Can overpower all weakness, angst,
Overthrow, defeats all shame.
Leaving only whats important, whats true,
That trust will reward, trust that leaves no mystery...


My new guardian angel?? : )

*~}i{~*

Friday, April 15, 2011 at 7:22 AM , 0 Comments

첫사랑이죠

Fate is an unusual thing.
Its destiny that people meet each other and become friends.
Its a miracle that friends develop into important individuals to one another,
And eventually, with a little magic, two people become lovers. : )
Ahh... The beauty of two fates intertwined. ^_^

Its been exactly a year...
Alot has happened in between...
And as i think back on this time,
especially now that i have recovered,
That there are many things i feel truly proud and grateful of. : ]

Although our paths have become divided,
And due to awkwardness and complication,
we cannot go back to being normal friends,
I am proud to say that, I have found back
My happy self!! :3


I am happy that i can think back about us and feel no more pain...
I am happy that i can listen to the songs you sang to me before and not feel sad...
I am happy that i can look at our past and smile and remember only the joy...
I am happy that once upon a time, you showed me that i was capable of being loved,
No matter how complicated or stubborn i was... :P
I am happy that for once, i was able to feel and share love
with someone who loved me back...
These are the things i feel very proud to have and own. : )

Looking back, i do feel so very touched for the care you've shown me...
I remember clearly first time somebody ever cleaned my fork and spoon before starting a meal...
I remember it was the first time somebody taught me how to eat two of my favourite food TOGETHER (although it was a weird combo, but it tasted DOPE!! :D)...
I remember the first time somebody ever held my hand, and i was excited about the adventure that was about to happen next, eventhough it was only a stroll in the shopping mall... XD
I remember the first time somebody ever piggied-back me for such a long distance, that i felt embarrassed and regretted i had such a heavy dinner before... :S
I remember the first time somebody ever sang to me, and sang only for me...
Ahhhh.... All these were wonderful memories that i would keep forever in my treasure chest... ^_^

I just wanted to thank God for blessing me...
For teaching me to love which brought me so much joy...
For letting me feel special and cared about during that time...
I am eternally grateful... : ]

Without this, i would not be as strong and mindful as i am now...
I hope that next year this time,
I would not consciously remember this date anymore...
Yet, become more appreciative of whoever and whatever that is in my life...
Always treasuring each moment as it passes,
Not taking for granted it will always be there...
And always remembering all the good that others have done for me. ^_^
Amen.

*~}i{~*

P/s : Coincidental enough, Supermoon occured today since 18 years!! Coincidental enough, today is a Saturday again!! Oh well. : )

Saturday, March 19, 2011 at 8:45 AM , 1 Comment

My Inspiration

Every time i hear that song, i think of you.
I could keep replaying it over and over again,
eventhough i can't quite understand the lyrics. :S

In a fraction of a minute,
Memories of the time we had spent together would flash before my eyes.
Although it was just for a short while before you graduated,
But still, that period meant a lot to me, and i miss it sooo. :'')

How out of everyone,
Only you saw me for Me...

How you never judged me for my wrong but instead,
Shared with me your own experience
which lead me to consider another's perspective.

How you could make a dull, tired, long day
A short, eventful and meaningful one!! :D

I still haven't met anybody who could do this as natural as you...
You made everyone around you feel good about themselves...
That is something i really have and is still learning to do... ^_^

I guess you could be considered as a rare type of person...
Constantly sunny and full of pleasant surprises...
It makes me smile even now just thinking about
all the silly things we've done together...
It was the first time somebody came between odds,
And let me feel safe and warm...
Even after so many years, i still remember that day clearly... : )

How i wished i could have told you before...
Thanked you for all the times i desperately needed a friend,
Needed comfort and patient advice...
I guess it'll always be too late for that...
But i do believe you'll always be in my heart,
Forever respected, forever admired...
Forever my Biggie then.


*~}i{~*

Friday, March 11, 2011 at 6:43 AM , 1 Comment

Everything in SUGAR!! ;D

Semester 2 has just begun, and i must say,
BOY!! Has it been a massive start or what?! :D

You awesomes are to thank for!!
Always rocking!! Constantly spontaneous!! And plentiful in MADNESS!! X)
Just my type of frappuccino!! : 9 [ I dread coffee #,# ]

In this short 2 weeks +, ALOT has happened!!
Many of which would probably be frowned upon, or envied about. X]
Nonetheless, ngiek ngiek ngiek!!
I would like to call this period, The Nut Season. >x)

BEHOLD~~~

Nutcase #1 : Starbucks, Genting
After having dinner at KL,
2 hours later, BOOM!!
Starbucks Genting. X)

Normal shot. 0: )

Mental shot!!! >x)

Coincidentally, it was Prayer of the Sky Kingdom night.
We were privileged to witness and be deafened by
a more than 10minute long red-fire-cracker spectacle.
Tonnes were crowded on the street, including BoBo. X)

Nutcase #2 : Melaka Day Trip
It was all about food Food FOOD!! : 9
Melaka's RENOWN Chicken Rice Ball!! :D

Melaka's popular CENDOL!! @,@
Many flavours of which DURIAN was the bomb!! :P"""

We flew to Mahkota Parade for some chill time
and a movie after some shopping on Jonker street!! : )

As you can see, we had a good time making fun of people in the arcade too!! XD
We watched Shaolin after this!! Surprisingly touching story-line!!
The monks were plain CUTE!! Lols!! ;D

Satay Celok for dinner!! *slurrpss*
Lok lok style!! But only in peanut curry sauce!! ^_^

But before that...
The queue was soooo long at Satay Capitol that,
We couldn't help but keep entertained.

This was what happened next. #,# LMAO!!
We're just chunnted this way!! ; ]

Nutcase #3 : Kuantan Excursion

We went directly to Kuantan that night after Melaka!! :O
An amazing weekend was awaiting us!!
And who best to show us around but the locals?? X)

This was one of the highlights of the trip!! : ]
It is called the Rainbow Waterfall site at Sungai Lembing. ^_^

It was an hours long bumpy four-wheel drive ride followed by a
40minutes hike up the rocky, slopy, slippery mountains before we reached. X)

This was silly us trying to master one of their local tricks!! XD
Easily, locals there balance the sharpest point of the smaller rock
on another rock. The smaller rock is so balanced upright without any support.

In the end, we all did not succeed. X)
Intelligence did not get the best of us.
We found a way to cheat. @,@

Simple physics got us choosing large surface areas as base.
Oh well. X]


It was a challenging hike up and all i had were a pair of crocs to get me there. :S
Thank lord we made it there in one peace and
enjoyed the whole morning
in the loving cradle of mother nature. :3
*Notice the beautiful rainbow behind us?? :D*

Just your very typical city girl,
i have not been in such a carwash before. :S


In Kuantan, it is so blardy cheap that i swear,
I wish i could just pay RM4 for the wash then spend
1.5 hours scrubbing my baby with a toothbrush!! >,<*
It was not long before we headed back for KL after this. : )

In summary, Kuantan is a friendly quaint place!! :D
Where samans could be paid of at RM20 (NEVER IN KL!! XP),
Doctors were unusually chatty with patients (not to mention KEPOH XD),
Beaches were flawlessly breathtaking and the air salty with character
(unlike KL air which is fully carbon-monoxided :S),
And car washes at prices worth dying for!!!!! #,#

So special thanks to Sammie babeh and Bobo for being the two most impressive tourguides throughout our stay!! ^_^ You both showed a city girl how to love Kuantan and to me, that is a freaking BIG achievement!!! *SALUTE* THANKS AGAIN!!! exoh-exoh.

Nutcase #4 : Valley Valentine's Lunch


After class, i randomly (as usual) recruited a huge bunch
of Biznerdz to Vday Lunch!! :D
Oll zee way tvu ampang for zis amayzeen Thai lunch!! *,*

This roast mutton dish is heaven in ever bite!! *droools*

My FAAAVOURITE Thai dessert!! :D
Red jelly water chestnut is LURVE!! ^_^

Just some of us purdy ladies!! ; )
The one hour plus long journey was surely worth it!!
Being surrounded by all my loving friends, it surely was a meaningful Valentines!! : ]

The next few days, a few of us woke up at 6.30am
and went all the way to Puchong just for Dimsum!! XD

Call us crazy!! But we're just awesomely mental this way and i lurve it!! ^_^
More adventures to come!! More hearts to collect!! : )

Exoh.

*~}i{~*

Friday, February 18, 2011 at 7:24 AM , 0 Comments